that first-kiss feeling...

Tonight I watched "He's Just Not That Into You", and I enjoyed it.  It was fun, and unexpected, and pleasantly happy.
It also brought back a lot of memories of firsts for me- my first kiss, first boyfriend, my first love. 
I'm not ashamed to admit it now, but when I thought I was in love in high school, I used to be stupid.  I even called a boy (to remain nameless, unless he remembers, and of course, in that case I apologize) and claimed that I must have lost an earring his car the night before... nevermind that I wasn't wearing earrings the night before...he never seemed to notice that part.  :)  It was just a stupid ploy to talk to the guy I liked at the time on the phone.  Can you blame a girl?   Come on.

I haven't felt that "nervousness" in a long time...  I mean, how easy/hard is it to have a connection with someone- physically, emotionally, etc.- not that easy apparently.  I'm always thrown off by people who date all of the time.  How on earth do you meet so many people?  You know, when I was in college, I never even had a guy ask me for my number.  Sad, but true.  Luckily for me, finding a relationship isn't on my list of things to do anytime soon...  With the store and moving and all of that, I simply don't have time!